I've been fighting for my children now for 8 years they currently live in the care of dad I have had a few issues around my mental health but it's never stopped me from been the person/mum I am. I have 2 children in my full time care with no issues but me and my partner are having to have checks done by cafcass baring in mind I've had 6 cafcass workers 1 had never stayed with us they've always left. I've had numerous of checks done and everything has been fine but im still been punished for my mental health which I think is disgusting. Nobody should be ashamed of there mental health but I am because it's now stopping me from seeing my children who I haven't seen in 3 years. All children have said they want to see me but dad doesn't want me to have contact I think family court should make every parent if it's dad or mum to have both 50/50 if there isn't a risk there should be given a chance.